Gosh, I couldn't have never guessed something like this will happen! Last week, when I was already crazy nervous about an exam that I had to take, my darling boyfriend who's also one on my few friends I have here, at home, told me he's moving to Germany soon. He's been here for couple years now, a foreigner in my home country and now he's moving on.
He got this great opportunity to start on his own, have his own restaurant! It will be a huge adventure but it's an opportunity you grab in a second or let go and wait for years to get another one ... He's the kind of person who GRABS every opportunity he gets and moves on with optimism and smile on his face no matter what happens. I'm everything but that :)
Last couple of weeks he was all nervous and weird because he was waiting for this deal to closed and he didn't want to tell anyone about it until he was sure it'll work. Considering the difference between us ... we were fighting a lot for all possible stupid things in this time. Me, I was preparing to end the relationship. And then boom - he told me the news that explained everything and changed everything!
I'm supposed to be finishing my schooling at the university in autumn, I'm tired of what I'm going through here for last couple of months, fighting for a 'lost' cause on my own, I'm tired of my first boss at my first job, I'm tired of writing last two papers for school for weeks that turned into months ...
Gosh, you know, I've saved some money - enough for a one way ticket and couple of weeks - I want to leave with him!!! Finish my diploma there and then see what and where I want to go next ... do I have the guts to do it?
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