My dear friend,
Merry Christmas and may it be a good New Year to you!
My last year was finally a good year for me, it offered me an opportunity to overcome many troubles, conflicts and hard illnesses, and to again find hapiness in myself. For last years I was wandering over this world not knowing what to do, who to turn to, how to save my dearest from my greatest fears. I was happy many times, I laughed a lot, I had many experiences that I would not change for anything - neither the bad nor the good ones. I feel good to be who I am now. My life lessons have so far been most challenging and I wouldn't want them to be anything less but that!
I haven't written to you in all this time, I don't know why. I guess I needed different ways to find my way and I stopped writing letters, well, stopped writing anything not just letters.
Last year was an amazing blessing because I found my faith again. Faith in life. I realized I'm not responsible for others but for myself. I found my friends again, joined a new choir, started new sport and found much peace in climbing walls of many different rocks, I travelled most northern that I've ever been, I've fallen in and out of love, I wrote my diploma, graduated and moved to France!
So many of my dreams came true last year, I'm afraid it can't go better than that. I can't believe in how many things I succeded! I'm doing my EVS volunteering now here in the most rainy part of France and taking time to figure out what to do next. I've been trying to please and help others for so long, I'm really not sure about myself anymore. It's so hard to know what you I want! I don't want to search no more excuses in my alcoholic family which makes it only harder as I know no other way ... But I'm trying and I'm fighting and I'm hoping this year will only be (even) better than the last one!
May we find happiness in every single day and may we let ourselves be happy!
Yours truly
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